You are…


You’re not hurt
You’re just angry you trusted him again
You’re angry you let your heart get to a place of vulnerability
You’re angry you started holding on to nothing
Depending on his presence even if he wasn’t yours
You wish there was a way to shut off your heart but it’s a little more complicated than that
Just breathe,
It’ll pass.
You’ve felt this emotion before
You know it doesn’t last forever
Just remember holding on to nothing is never a good way to support yourself.

Chaos.

The chaos is important sometimes for change to happen. That little shake can bring realignment. It hurts when it happens but after a while, everything makes sense. 

I know you’re going through it right now but I need you to know the storm doesn’t last forever. You’ll make it out and you’ll appreciate the calm.