Pain taught her that nothing lasts forever.
You’re not hurt
You’re just angry you trusted him again
You’re angry you let your heart get to a place of vulnerability
You’re angry you started holding on to nothing
Depending on his presence even if he wasn’t yours
You wish there was a way to shut off your heart but it’s a little more complicated than that
You’ve felt this emotion before
You know it doesn’t last forever
Just remember holding on to nothing is never a good way to support yourself.
The chaos is important sometimes for change to happen. That little shake can bring realignment. It hurts when it happens but after a while, everything makes sense.
Forever doesn’t lie within empty promises.