I think I’m still in a trance from yesterday. I just made it through my day half-harzardly, doing everything I was well-accustomed to but not really living through the day. I’m just in a weird place, I feel everyone that cares about me is attacking me. I get their drift, I know it’s all coming from a good place but I’m too used to taking care of me that it’s all making me highly irritable.